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[FONT=Century Gothic][SIZE=3][COLOR="#cc3333"]Where is the Christmas spirit this year? I can't believe Christmas will be here in a couple days and it just doesn't feel like it.
No snow yet or even cold enough, people have been in total Grinch mode. I'll admit I have been lately I am sure it's because I'll be alone again this year. I'm now going on 3 years of spending Christmas alone.
It's crazy to realize but since I've been clean I have spent almost every holiday by myself. ...

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[FONT=Lucida Sans Unicode][SIZE=3][COLOR="#0099ff"]I love what I do I've always said that, sometimes I crave more. I love doing the thing I'm highly reviewed on. Hell I have a master's in the oral arts. All the reviews I have would agree with me. I love doing the other stuff too. I am not sure why it doesn't happen very often. Maybe 1/20 which breaks down to Once every 2 weeks.

I've always been one to play on my strengths and after about 50 reviews on my master's degree, ...

[FONT=Comic Sans MS][COLOR="#9933cc"]My birthday is at the end of the month. I'm going to be 40!! Just like every other year I've been on this earth I have nothing planned. A few people have asked me what I want for my birthday, I tell them nothing because I have the stuff I need, also what I really want I know won't happen. So no point in talking about it.

I'd love to have my bills paid and be completely caught up and start fresh next month. That really isn't much, my ...

[FONT=Impact][SIZE=3][COLOR="#0033ff"][B]I have been trying to find the right thing to say all night. Nothing seems to fit or is good enough.
Even as I write this I don't know what I am really going to say. I just know I have to say it.

First I don't know how many of you are going to read this, or even believe it is true. I know others do stuff like this all the time to bring in business. I am not, I am being 100% real, honest, and speaking from my heart.
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