A Scarlett Woman

Just a few thoughts I had to get out, as I was lying in bed getting ready to sleep..

I a simple person who really doesn't need a lot of material things to be happy. I've been very poor, and I've had money. Out of the two I choose rich every fucking time. Lol. Just kidding. Well, sorta.

I At one time, lost everything I owned. A couple of times. So a bunch of possessions Doesn't mean that much to me. I know that you don't need material things to be happy. I placed more of an emphasis on experiences over having things. You know, like I'd rather spend money on a vacation than a new car. Things come and go. So I know that money can't always make you happy.

But I'm getting older, and I'm thinking of an exit plan out of the hobby. I would like to get married and retire. I want to marry a man with a good career and money enough so I can stay home and keep house. A doctor or lawyer or someone in finance. Not filthy rich, I don't expect that...but enough money to take a couple of vacations a year. I'd like someone who owns a small beach house, at say...Whidbey Island. I want to stay at the beach all summer, and dig clams and tend to crab pots so I can make my hubby a gourmet meal when he gets home. I want to be able to keep a lovely house, so we can entertain his colleagues in style. I want to have enough to dress elegant but understated, and stay sexy for him. I want a car with no top, it doesn't have to be brand new. I want a garden where I can plant flowers and create a little space where I can sit amongst the blossoms and recline and read. Is this a lot to ask for?

I want a man with a successful career, who is busy with work a lot because I want a man who will love me like crazy but who'll Leave me alone most of the time. I'm very independent and I like my space. Having a spouse that's a workaholic would suit me. Plus I want a man who's my intellectual equal, or greater, preferably. A man that can spar with me about politics and history and social issues. Nothing turns me on more than brains. Hopefully he'll be a little older than me, and who either has no kids or already has them. I'm all done with having children.

Let's see.....what else? I guess you are Wondering what do I have to offer this potential husband? Well, I promise to always be faithful and honor my marriage vows. I will always be his best friend and partner. I'll cook and clean and make him a nice home. I'll be there to entertain his friends and colleagues and make him look good. I'll listen to his troubles and be there to lift him up and stand by him in support. I'll always be there to have Fun with....we don't have to take life so seriously. I promise to always be a nasty freak on the bedroom, and keep him in his toes, sexually. I'll let him make love whenever he wants I'll never "have a headache". Above all, I'll pledge to love him unconditionally,, no matter what.

So, do you think this is a lot to ask? I don't think so. I just want a man to love to and make me his wife. I want him to have a good job well that we can travel when we want to. I want him to own a cabin on the water where I can spend summers. I want a house with a garden and a convertible. Just simple things. I hope I meet him soon. I haven't actually started officially, but I'm getting older and must make an exit plan. Who wants to grow old alone?