Life, random, feelings, daily mishaps and the excitement of it all

[FONT=Franklin Gothic Medium][SIZE=3][COLOR="#ff3399"]Wow! Is really all I have to say right now I knew this was going to happen just didn't think it would be now. I'm kind of speechless about the whole situation. I don't even really have time to even properly say good bye.

The first time I did I knew deep down I'd be back after a while and almost 3 years later I did. Back then I was all over the place and didn't care. This time is different, it's sad but at the same time it's another new chapter in my life I get to start and explore. The most exciting thing about starting a new chapter is not knowing what you are going to find on the next page.

I knew this was coming, I didn't tell anyone because I've learned when I talk about things it don't happen. When I keep it to myself it happens and so much more. To get one of the calls I've been waiting on finally is beyond excitement and words, I don't know how I feel or what emotion to let out.

I'm excited, scared, nervous, happy beyond belief. That's all inside on the outside I feel and look like I'm about to cry. I do know there is no way I'll allow this to be a forever good-bye, it will be a till next time.

This time around, I did enjoy myself I had a lot of fun. That was my goal to enjoy the moments life game me while here and I did for the most part. About 95% the best part was the connections I've made with everyone.

I'll keep my snap active and my OF will be my actual focus now. I'm sad I don't have time to properly say good bye.

I am officially retiring Sunday May 7th, which means Saturday May 6th will be my last day posting and hosting.

Depending on how today goes depends on how I spend my last week.....[/COLOR][/SIZE][/FONT]