Hola Amillia. You did that BP thing with your handle, and for a gal trying to settle in after 5 years it seems fishy. Your not new because I can see your signup date, but you present as if your sneaking around on Back Page. I would advise you to ask ADMIN ( https://www.tnaboard.com/member.php?110896-Mr-J ) to change your handle to AmilliaDiamond, and reach for a little more stability and confidence.